What a day....

Have you ever had one of those days you thought would never end? Today was my day I worked my butt off at work..my day never seem like it was going to end...after work had to go pay a bill then to the parental had to get coffee and the can opener unstuck it was a bear but I got it...gave the kitty some tuna ...then went back to meijers for groceries ...Finally got home and the backyard was designed with stones that look great and Kelly's garden is growing great...For her first garden see did great... I am so proud of kell this is her ten day smoke free..I know she could do it... Awesome job my beautiful angel... Great job on the patio and stones Dude .. you guys did a awesome job... I love you guys...

So sad lately....

Its been awhile now I just feel so sad ... I don't know what is wrong with me but I can't sleep, I'm always an the edge... I feel I am hurting the people who love me the most... If I am I am so sorry..I know I need to slow down but I have been running so much in life that I don't know how to...I feel I am not living life I'm just there..you know....Don't get me wrong I love to help people out but sometimes it is just too much...Guess I am just tired of being sad and don't know why... I am also tired of people who claim they are your friend, but talk about you behind your back and say they are there for you but really aren't ... I can be there listener to them and help them but when I need to talk they act like they don't won't to listen... I guess deep down you know who are your friends ....Those who have your back and are there for you with a shoulder to lean on .. It just hurts so dam bad ... to help them out and they don't even want to listen....I love my two best friends Kelly and Simon they keep me going... If it wasn't for them I don't think I would be here...Thank you Kelly and Simon for caring about me... You guys are my world and I will love you guys for eternity and beyond..

A Peaceful Day..

Today was Kell's birthday and we made it a beautiful day for her we bbq, made her a cake and bought her some Buddha's... we meditated together and we planted the garden that we have been waiting to do.. It is going to be a awesome garden.... I hope kell had a awesome birthday because it was a very peaceful day for a change.... Thank you Babygirl and Dude for a very peaceful day...We all needed this day... Happy Birthday again Babygirl... I love you both more then you will ever know...

Howdy...

Just wanted to say hi .. Haven't been on in awhile with getting the house ready with the garden and patio...I can't wait to see it all done , I know it is going to be awesome because Kelly , Simon and myself make a great team.. We so rock...I love you guys... Work was pretty good today no drama that way today... But are dog pride is kinda getting on my nerves from want to go out every 5 minutes but he is a dog and that's what they like to do...Well that's all I have no excitement today sorry..catch ya tomorrow maybe something new will pop up....

Someone Else..

Do you ever wish you could be someone else? It would be interesting but I would have to go with no..I am very happy with myself...I am a very hard worker,loving, good sense of humor, caring ,honest, dam it too sensitive, passionate, love animals , have the best family family and friends , love reading and music hell I am in love with myself.. Sorry got carried away... Just would like to know if you wish to be someone else?

Just Need to vent....

Hi All, Today was a bad day at work my boss yelled at me for us having too much wasted meat that out dated..It made me mad but I got madder when I told her I think the girl who open yesterday didn't put it in the case she told me it was my responsibility to tell her because she just came back from vacation... I was thinking what is this shit... Am I the fucking manager...Don't think so... Sorry just had to vent because it has been eating at me all day...Thanks for the ears....